Trust

Remember the trust game?  Remember falling backwards in the arms of your friends and trusting that they would catch you, or at least hope they would.  I think God often says to us, fall back in to my arms, I am taking care of it, just trust me, I am taking care of you.  How often when hindsight becomes 20/20, I realize that the Lord has been saying just that, and I missed out on the peace that I could have had, ‘cause I did not trust as much as I should.  I have fought and stressed myself out trying to submit to my own will, instead of a God who loves me.  Why would I not trust someone who loves me more that I could ever imagine.  Why would I not just fall back and bask in His light. Fall into the arms that would love nothing more than to hold me and comfort me and relieve my pain.  Why am I so afraid to fall and let go of my own control and fall back into the arms of love, and just trust?